I am out of here!

I shredded my past today.

I have been keeping a journal since I was 13 years old and from time to time, I would go back and read it…well…I am not going to leave it in storage NOR am I going to haul it on my trip….so I did the next best thing…..I shredded them all.  I thought I would read them before I shredded them, but for the first time in my life, I cringed as I read excerpts from the past.  Once I was done, it was so freeing. 

 I stopped journaling a few years ago….around the time I joined this site….guess you guys became my dear diary.  Still, I don’t have the same love, the same connection with the site I once had.  Maybe it’s the fact that my current circumstances do not allow me to be on here regularly.  Maybe it’s the fact that I log on with anticipation to read the comments and messages my buddies have left, only to find an empty mailbox and a few comments.  NOT that I don’t appreciate the comments that I do get and not that I realize that in order to have buddies I have to BE a buddy.  I realize that I haven’t been around much and I guess I expect the same understanding that I have of my fellow buddies.  I guess my expectations are too high.  So, like my journal, it’s time to leave the site. 

Of course, I have made some wonderful friends and I would like to stay in touch with those friends….YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE….I will keep the account active until the end of the month….to give everyone a chance to e-mail me their e-mail addresses, so we can stay in touch.

If you would like to stay in touch, please let’s e-mail eachother…send me a private message with your e-mail address.

To everyone, I wish you much health and happiness in your lives, and THANK YOU so much for the love and support you have given me in the last 2-1/2 years!

7 Comments so far

  1. chrisie @ July 9th, 2008

    Best wishes to you on your new adventure and life!
    You will be missed! Blessings!

  2. NANA @ July 9th, 2008

    I’m so sorry you didn’t get what you needed from Buddy Slim. Hope you find the direction you need in your life. God Bless!

  3. moonbeam65 @ July 9th, 2008

    Good bye Jo. It’s okay to move on and maybe come back some time later.

  4. kamaperry @ July 9th, 2008

    Oh Jo!! I will sure miss you and will be sure to send you my addy! Best of luck to you!

  5. Jennifer @ July 13th, 2008

    I know this feeling of needing to move on. I will miss you Jo, but sometimes change is good.

    As for the ripping of that journal, bravo! That is powerful and good timing. Freedom and a new start.

    I wish you so much success Jo. Please take care of yourself. *hugs*

  6. JustJane47 @ July 14th, 2008

    Oh Jo, I’m so sad now. I dont know how I missed this blog. I know I miss lots of peoples blogs, but I never intended to ignore you…you ‘ve always been one of my most favorites.
    I will e-mail you my private e-mail. HOpefully I’m not to late..I’d love to keep in touch. I want to hear all about your new place in Canada.
    Love ya!!

  7. thrive @ July 16th, 2008

    jo, good luck on your journey. you have always been a wonderful buddy and inspiration. you know where to find me if you need me - unfortunately you’re acct is gone and i’m too late to give you an email address.

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